Hayame wishes that she were sure. As pathetic as it was to yearn for a time when she had been property, just a chance for human masters to make money on the years invested in raising her and the chance for a new master to buy a soldier, mount, or broodmare... She had been sure, then. She had known exactly what she needed to do in order to strive for the best possible fate for herself within that system, but then... and now...
Her gaze hyperfocuses on the blade in her hand, the slow movement of her hand wiping the blood from the metal.
Did she want that? She wanted revenge on the Regent for claiming to have destroyed their world (for maybe succeeding, her will to believe they still existed is caving, eroding day by day-), for what they had done in that spirit world. She wanted revenge on Someone for her being here. She'd always wanted-]
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Hayame wishes that she were sure. As pathetic as it was to yearn for a time when she had been property, just a chance for human masters to make money on the years invested in raising her and the chance for a new master to buy a soldier, mount, or broodmare... She had been sure, then. She had known exactly what she needed to do in order to strive for the best possible fate for herself within that system, but then... and now...
Her gaze hyperfocuses on the blade in her hand, the slow movement of her hand wiping the blood from the metal.
Did she want that? She wanted revenge on the Regent for claiming to have destroyed their world (for maybe succeeding, her will to believe they still existed is caving, eroding day by day-), for what they had done in that spirit world. She wanted revenge on Someone for her being here. She'd always wanted-]
... You are a man.
[Perhaps an obvious statement, but it means-]
You would not understand.