[ the nagging voice never really went away. the more kaeya tries to ignore it, the louder it tries to become, wanting him to stop and just let himself float. forget about all his worries because what good will it do? didn't it feel so much better when he simply let himself be?

he barely catches the tail-end of what liem is saying. ]

If... such a treatment exists, I'm nowhere close to finding it.

[ nor is he even capable of doing so. ]

Will you make sure I don't wander, if it takes me again?