[ Matt isn't sure what to make of Amos' expression, at first. His own anxieties tilt him toward seeing it as a sign that his appearance is unwelcome, that Amos doesn't want him here, that he's made a mistake in showing up.

But then Amos asks, are you all right?

And he doesn't sound annoyed, or mad. Hearing him, Matt thinks of a tender green plant, one hesitating tendril unfurling towards the sun. It stops him for a moment.

In a soft rush, he says, ] I'm fine. It was all a lot, but honestly I think I got off easy. I just mostly wanted to check on you.

And to apologize.