[ At least from what Amos remembers, Matt was unaffected, trying to help him out of it. And, fuck, he wasn't the only one— ]
It didn't affect Ciel. It didn't affect Misa. People tried to pull me out of it, and I remember all I did was try to bring them in. Something's fucked with me, that that's what my reaction was. People tried to help me and all I could do was try to drag them down.
[ He shuts his eyes, reaches up to harshly rub at his temples with a hand. ]
Always knew I was a liability, but didn't need it spelled out so fucking clearly.
no subject
It didn't affect you.
[ At least from what Amos remembers, Matt was unaffected, trying to help him out of it. And, fuck, he wasn't the only one— ]
It didn't affect Ciel. It didn't affect Misa. People tried to pull me out of it, and I remember all I did was try to bring them in. Something's fucked with me, that that's what my reaction was. People tried to help me and all I could do was try to drag them down.
[ He shuts his eyes, reaches up to harshly rub at his temples with a hand. ]
Always knew I was a liability, but didn't need it spelled out so fucking clearly.