It doesn't lessen the weight of what you did, but... yes.

[ blue eyes finally shift from his lap to the man beside him, and the look Abel fixes his young friend is one of patience - but something firm behind it, something probing as well. it's clear this isn't just lip service to him. ]

A life taken in anger, in intent, is different than one taken in fear. It will not bring him back, cannot absolve you of that sin, but-- it is important, Rand.