maybe he has more of it than he'd been expecting. maybe being an aion means he has more of it than he would've at home. but channeling more in the past day, the past week, than he has in the past month means he
can feel it, sort of. something a little bit wrong inside of him that hadn't been there before. or maybe it's just in his head, given all the wrongness he feels right now. or maybe that's what he's afraid of trusting: his mind.
or maybe,
he's just spent. tired. which isn't to say he doesn't open his mouth to protest; because, of course, abel knows him well enough by now. ]
I haven't done anything but eat and sleep all day,
[ he grouses without any heat, and which is only sort of true. very early this morning he'd still been in ciel's hands, after all, and — this is much better care. ]
But, alright. [ and: ] Can you cook?
[ is there some real, vague concern? maybe. imagine if ernesto left for a few hours and rand accidentally let abel burn his apartment down. ]
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maybe he has more of it than he'd been expecting. maybe being an aion means he has more of it than he would've at home. but channeling more in the past day, the past week, than he has in the past month means he
can feel it, sort of. something a little bit wrong inside of him that hadn't been there before. or maybe it's just in his head, given all the wrongness he feels right now. or maybe that's what he's afraid of trusting: his mind.
or maybe,
he's just spent. tired. which isn't to say he doesn't open his mouth to protest; because, of course, abel knows him well enough by now. ]
I haven't done anything but eat and sleep all day,
[ he grouses without any heat, and which is only sort of true. very early this morning he'd still been in ciel's hands, after all, and — this is much better care. ]
But, alright. [ and: ] Can you cook?
[ is there some real, vague concern? maybe. imagine if ernesto left for a few hours and rand accidentally let abel burn his apartment down. ]