Ah, I'm from a small village, too!

You've had a lot of responsibilities already then.

...Listen, though. There's a good chunk of the Kenoma aions that are here for you already. I'm sure this would ring true for any of them, but if there ever comes a time when the burden of being a Kenoma is weighing on you, let me help you. If you need to kill but can't bring yourself to do it, just call me and I'll do it for you.

You don't need to force yourself into these sorts of things unless it's absolutely unavoidable.