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Howl ([personal profile] galdorleod) wrote in [community profile] aionlogs2022-04-23 11:19 pm

walk of shame

WHO: Howl & Ciel; Howl & you?
WHAT: On the afternoon of the second day of the TDM's events, Howl set out to make good on his lofty promise to take out Estinien. Once he found him, however, things did not go well. He returns at the end of the day with severe injuries, to be found by Ciel and whisked off for healing and rest. For the next several days, he stays sequestered in his room, but don't think he's so upset that he won't see visitors willing to give him sympathy and attention.
WHERE: Kenoma Lodestone (closed); Howl's quarters (open)
WHEN: Approximately April 27-April 30
WARNINGS: Description/discussion of Howl's pretty significant physical injuries; plus there's a good chance of self-loathing/self-destruction/vaguely suicidal ideation. He is a Kenoma after all, and he's having a bad time.

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CLOSED: for Ciel (April ~27)

[ The day is turning to late afternoon when the magic of a far-off returning stone glimmers beside the Regent's Lodestone. In the next moment, a large, sticky black mass of feathers appears. The Aion buried somewhere inside shivers in shock and relief as he realizes the spell finally executed, but that quick pulse of emotion drops off sharply as the cold floor crashes against the torment permeating through his entire body. And then, gradually, comes a pervasive aura of not just despair, but tangible physical pain, emanating off the broken wizard like poisonous gas.

A few cultists turn from their current tasks to gawk at the monster that is now, suddenly, bleeding profusely in the Regent's grand and austere hall. They glance at one another as if wordlessly debating who should approach, if anyone. Before any of them move, the pile of feathers does; it rises as if trying to turn itself into a pyramid before two distinct but mangled wings peel away from the mass, along with arms and legs. There is no head to speak of, or at least, no protrusion that can be recognized as a head.

The creature turns very slowly towards the nearest archway leading out of the Lodestone's hall and begins to shuffle towards it. It leaves a trail of blood and iridescent black feathers in its wake. The cultists gawk, unaware of what exactly to do, but to any fellow Kenoma Aions nearby, the creature's mind is familiar. This tortured glob of malleable feathers is clearly, obviously the Wizard Howl, and he is not well.
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OPEN: for all (April 27-30)

[ In the days following his return to Achamoth, Howl has done his best to keep to himself. Unfortunately his best cannot account for the tenacity of the others here, who to his dismay, have somehow already found out what had happened to him. Whether they know the details, Howl has no idea, but the mere fact that people know that he returned to the city in defeat after a day of fighting inflicts a kind of humiliation on him so severe that he cannot bring himself to show his face outside of his room.

Sadly, this has not stopped people from contacting him through communion — or even attempting to visit. Howl can't decide which is more dreadful: being trounced so thoroughly or suffering the concern of others.

At the same time, it is so very boring in this room, and Howl has never been able to bear being alone with his own thoughts. Regardless of who you are, there's a strong chance he will answer your message, and a fairly good chance he will yell back at your knock that the door is open.
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[personal profile] expiera 2022-04-24 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Howl did graciously answer her demand when Ciel proposed a practice bout on the spot after the Kenoma's preparation call, then proved himself adequately when they sparred. There was no denying they didn't part ways on a high note after, however; to him, she was likely an annoying and overly fussy nag, and to her, he was an overconfident and pompous magus - the label said enough on its own. He may not be from her world, but it's far too uncanny all the same, how much he acted and sounded exactly like those Clock Tower Lords.

She doesn't think back on it. With any luck, he won't beeline straight into Estinien, there's far too much to do once the shrines became active to fret over everyone on their side. Whether it be luck or misfortune, she was in the middle of discussing logistics with citadel staff when it happens; someone has returned, and with it--

--The biting smell of iron, and the suffocating pressure of pain and despair that cannot be perceived by any of the five senses. Projected through a sixth one only available to them now as Aions, there's only one possible source where it could originate from.

She's in the selfsame hall within the next moment, issuing sharp and concise orders that have the startled cultists soon moving again and dispersing without delay. Prepare a room, fetch warm water and clean towels, maybe a stretcher if they can find one (or she will carry the mass of feathers herself, one must do what must be done--), bring some painkillers and first aid supplies (whether they'll be used or not), clean the floor up, there's a LOT to be done that no one should be idling about. The mass of blood and feathers ambling onward may not be able to fully register every sound and movement around him, but before long, he will find a figure standing in his way, impeding his crawling advance.]


Howl.

[It's halting concern, coated with a faint layer of both exasperation and disapproval. This (headless) man is in no condition to be going anywhere by himself.]

You're badly hurt.

[Obviously. And just as obviously, he needs to be treated as soon as possible. Setting aside the cause to his ugly injuries, she does respect his will and person enough to not forcefully handle him - at least not immediately, not without giving him a chance to willingly listen and come along. Can he... Even hear her? It takes more self control than she expected, to not immediately whisk him off personally to the nearest empty room on the spot.]

[personal profile] expiera 2022-04-26 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
["Not in the way that matters".

His very phrasing tips his feelings away, the emotional echo of communion only serves to cement the last nail in the coffin of her suspicion. She recognizes that sinking pull just as much as it gives rise to a bubbling sense of frustration in her own chest, and it's not only from how he's been outmatched as she had incessantly warned him about before. She takes no satisfaction in being correct, and while he may have fought and lost, there must have been more than just martial and magical combat arts exchanged to leave a soul so battered and resigned. What happened?

She highly doubts he would tell her, even if she asked (politely) and he were well.]


Please, don't be silly. This isn't a good time for your theatrics, we need to get you treated now.

[She can't quite swallow the faint edge of something chiding in her tone, sparing no more than a passing glance at his Shard before shifting her gaze away to scrutinize his form once more. This man...

Without further ado, she closes what remaining distance there was between them to do what must be done herself. There's something close enough to being man-shaped beneath that mass of jet black feathers she should still be able to handle, she just also wants to be mindful to not further cause him pain despite the pressing need to put him to bed and administer medical care as soon as possible. The cultists make room for them to move, some clearly relieved at the prospect of NOT having to touch or carry Howl directly themselves.

Squatting down to a knee right beside him, she beings with attempting to support him up by carefully propping an arm under a winged shoulder.]


Can you stand? Lean on me.

[She could carry him too, but then he'd have to either lay down in full or get up from his knees. ...No need to voice those options out loud, not yet, not unless he proves uncooperative and leaves her with no other choice.]

[personal profile] expiera 2022-04-27 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Perhaps some dramatic men will always have a need for theatrics in their lives regardless of timing or circumstance, their death beds being no exception, but there's a limit to that too, one Howl's evidently hit with the lack of any quip even through communion. It's more proof that he's truly unwell, if he lacks the energy to utter a single complaintive thought. Yes, let's save the petty back-and-forth for later; she'll happily welcome it once he's better, for him having the energy and will to sass back again will be a positive sign of steady recovery.

She makes mental note of his condition as she motions for the Achamites to follow her and move along, her eyes remaining trailed on his form.]


To the nearest empty room sufficiently well equipped to tend to you. You wouldn't want to take all this to your personal room, do you?

[All the blood and broken and singed feathers and worse, surely a peacock-like man of his stature wouldn't take well to his personal room getting dirtied?]

We'll start by cleaning you up. I should be able to stop your bleeding and heal up the more shallow wounds, maybe help you with stabilizing the flow of your magical energies too if you would permit me. [Would that even do any good? What made her exceptional back in her world was the incredible amount of mana her body was capable of storing and using, but now that they're in another world, there's no telling how well different systems of magic may mix. She is nevertheless willing to attempt a transfer of magical energies in lieu of blood, provided that it's something that may actually help him and with his explicit consent. How they feel about each other personally has no bearing over her sense of responsibility, she will do whatever that's in her power to assist all allies indiscriminately.]

[personal profile] expiera 2022-04-30 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[For better (and/)or worse, this particular communion session only runs one way, as Ciel doesn't have her shard out and doesn't share Legacy with Howl. This means the man is spared from the full brunt of her double-take at being given a virtual tour of his room, apparently a veritable disaster kaleidoscope of collectible odds and ends with no rhyme nor reason.

(Ok, she takes it back. Maybe he has less in common with the Lords at the British Museum than initially assumed.)]


...If you really want to have something specific at your side, from your room here in the citadel, we can go get it for you. Dirt, grime, and bloodstains don't make for proper bedroom decorations.

[She seriously answers in turn as she stares back at the miserable mess of jet black feathers on the stretcher, doing a relatively good job of holding back however the mental projection of his room had left her reeling a moment earlier. It's not hard to sober up at least, especially with the comment he follows up with. That he speaks so lightly of his own life...]

Don't be ridiculous. That doesn't make dying any less painful or cumbersome to go through. Just hang in there as you had, we'll get you through this.

[It's not the kindest thing she can say, but truthfully, she doesn't know what else she CAN provide, considering what they know of each other and how their relationship so far is mostly held together by the fact that they're on the same side. She knew him to be cocky and free-spirited, and he knew her to be naggy. There wasn't much of an emotional appeal she can make, plus the topic of "death" really isn't a great ice breaker she's particularly interested in pursuing. That leaves her with only one option: do whatever she can to ensure he pulls through, with everything at her disposal.

There's the sound of a door clicking and swinging open, and whether or not he may tell from the motions, they're turning. The ceiling changes, and he may catch a bed coming into his line of vision along with the shuffling of servants as they bring equipment into the room.]


As you are, are you capable of absorbing magical energy without external assistance?

[That should be prudent to start with, before she moves on to consider handling both transferring and stabilizing from her end. His wounds can be treated after, once she's made sure that he's sufficiently anchored to no longer risk dissipation entirely from an inability to hold his form together through magic.]

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April 28th

[personal profile] vapour 2022-04-24 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Childe will knock on the door, open and step in and close the door behind before opening his mouth. Even then, he doesn't say a word initially, choosing to silently look around to see where Howl has currently set himself up. The bed is where one would normally assume, but ... that's not as given.

Either way, once the Harbinger locates the wizard, he will approach, a slight crease to his brow as he observes in an attempt to get an idea of what the damage was like. When he saw Estinien on the field, he looked pretty fresh so he's sure it was before Howl managed to get to him, but now he has to wonder how much the other Kenoma managed to do or not do to the dragoon before the battle was called.

It's not that he feels Estinien is any more dangerous than they have been predicting (at least but h what he's been predicting himself,) but he has to wonder if Howl took perhaps a little too much of previous knowledge for granted in how he set off to do things? He's less inclined to believe Estinien simply was the better participant of the match.

That's a question for later, though, so for now:
] Any idea how long it'll take for you to physically recover?

[ As Childe speaks he pulls out a deck of cards, a silent offering to play a couple games while they chat that might make the discussion less awkward. ]
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[personal profile] vapour 2022-05-04 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Childe's going to approach, only taking a small detour to find a chair he can pull over to the side of the bed and turn around so he can use the back of it to lean on as he starts shuffling the cards. ]

You got a preferred card game?

[ He's not really sure if Howl is in any condition to play, but... ]

I'm guessing you were caught off guard by his new... ability? [ he's not quite sure how to classify the wings, but considering Estinien could fly with them was far more important than their actual appearance.

How did this happen, though? It doesn't make such sense to the Harbinger.

The only thing Childe can think right now is Estinien must have managed to jump the other to get him put into such a state like this. He's really very sure Howl isn't that weak or that Estinien is really all that more powerful, if at all. He does believe Estinien knows the rules of engagement in battle a lot better than Howl would, though, considering the apparent stance on violence Howl took with Childe himself in the cave.

This is ultimately all nothing more than generalized assumptions, however. He met Estinien before Howl did judging from Estinien's lack of understanding when Childe questioned the wizard's whereabouts to him.

More than likely he was in just as good condition as Childe left him when he and Howl clashed.
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[personal profile] vapour 2022-05-06 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah? I'll leave these here with you and I'll bring you alcohol next time then, what's your flavor?

[ Nevertheless, Childe will start laying cards out on the edge of the bed, sometimes piling a card on another or sending it to the bottom or between already stacked cards, all one at a time one at a time. He takes his time with whatever he's randomly doing, but he will scoff, feeling a bit reluctant to comment but, well... what can he do. ]

Didn't fight him. [ Childe says, and there seems to be some venom in his tone. ] A disgusting brushing of a heart-to-heart with like Legacies is more accurate to what went down.

Not that he had much freedom to fight, anyway, he was carrying a new aion girl. There was no way I was going to convert her to the Kenoma, though.

[ unfortunately, it seems like Childe letting Estinien go was a huge mistake with what he did to Howl and the lesser but still pretty badly injured Makoto. It's not that he feels guilty about it— he isn't responsible for them and wasn't tasked with dealing with Estinien— but the knowledge still hangs in his mind. Would he feel differently if it was Ciel again or Misa, even?

...Unlikely. He made a promise with Aerith, and he would have kept to it regardless unless Estinien insisted.

Of course, he has to also wonder what the two said or did to the elven. Was it Aerith that prevented his encounter from turning into a full fight despite attacking them first? Estinien not attacking him back after Childe let him get free, that was just because he needed to protect the unawakened aion, right?

That's what he wants to think and will insist was the difference, even though there is a small voice that finds it funny he's trying so hard to lie to himself about what happened. Aerith's words come to the forefront of his mind as his brow creases slightly.

You're not that slick, mister. I'll ask about it all another time.

So remember me, got it? And your buddy Estinien here.

The silence starts dragging as he gets distracted with his thoughts, still slowly manipulating the cards into a slowly building pile.

Finally, he breaks it with a softer and more neutrally subdued tone.
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I'll deal with him next time. I just want to know how he got the better of you.

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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-25 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Those who visit the shrines are a common topic of conversation around the city. People talk of new Aions, they talk of returning Aions, along with other tidbits of information. Questioning citizens about what they know would not do given their continued...aversion to speaking with him. Instead, Emet-Selch makes sure to listen from the shadows to anyone who discussed it. It is of personal interest to see if there is any mention of his dealings at the Shrines. Rumors of him meeting Pleroma could not be allowed to circulate before he could formulate a plan and obtain an audience with the Regent.

It is because of this attentiveness that he hears a curious bit of information; something about a boy returning to the city in a withered plume of feathers. Then comes a name. Followed by an adversary. Emet-Selch puts a hand to his forehead and sighs through his nose; It seems that Howl had lost his battle with Estinien.

A few hours later, he makes his way to Howl's room and stands at his bedside to provide the unconscious boy with what healing magic he can contribute. He was expecting to provide some measure of healing but this was far beyond what he thought would be necessary. A grimace becomes clear on Emet-Selch's face - Seeing him in such a state only frustrates him. Stupid boy and his pathetically fragile body, he thinks bitterly.

When he leaves, he only becomes more frustrated. The feeling steeps over days.

He returns some days later with the same cloud of aggravation weighing on him. It could be seen from the sharp look in his eyes and somehow felt as he enters the room. “Oh, it seems that our unsung hero has finally awakened.” Even the way he snaps the door shut behind him seems to seethe with irritation.
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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-25 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
The tone he replies with is very touchy. "You are only a 'fool' because you did not succeed. They would hail you as a hero if you had triumphed. Such is the fickle view of men." Far be it from him to repeat the words that others had spoken to exhaustion.

"No, I came for another reason." Emet-Selch crosses the room and starts to sift through Howl's belongings. He makes no comments about the particularly odd ones - such as the plethora of stuffed creatures. "I cannot keep you from making such decisions nor do I intend to. The most I can do is prepare you for meeting the consequences of your own hubris." 

With that, he retrieves a shirt and stalks over to the bed so that he may throw it onto Howl's lap. "Get up. We are going outside so I may do everything within my power to ensure that this does not happen again."

There is a point to having given this visit a few days. That point was a slim margin of recovery. 
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[personal profile] lachtara 2022-04-26 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
"I did not hoist this fight upon you, Howl; You intended to challenge him regardless of what I said." Emet-Selch counters. "I told you all that I know so that it would help you succeed." He has no interest in seeing other Kenoma fail.

"Ergo, your options are to learn how to better defend yourself and your shard, or resign to the sidelines as support and stay out of the fray." His eyebrows furrow. "The next foe you chase may not be as merciful as the last." It doesn't take much conjecture to draw the conclusion that the only reason he lived at all was through a show of Mercy.

"So I am offering to help you. If involves lecturing you, then so be it." Although it is being presented less as 'offering' and more like 'ordering'...

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let's say 29th!

[personal profile] perfectlygoodbird 2022-04-30 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Meteion had quite enjoyed her outing with Majorita. The demon had been kind enough to pay for their food, so Meteion had picked out a few snacks to bring home. As much as she was delighted to learn about new food (everything was new to her, these days!), she had a very certain thought in mind. And a certain person. Chocolate seemed to be popular with most people, and so it was a chocolate mousse confection that the bird had chosen to bring. Hopefully, that would cheer Howl up, at least a little...

She isn't afraid of knocking, though. And Meteion would not be herself if she did not wait patiently to be told to come in. But when that occurs, she does.]


I'm sorry you're feeling bad. [Meteion is well aware of what went on; of course there's gossip that she's paid a bit of attention to, or she wouldn't be here. However, the entelechy is in no way the type to rub anyone's nose in things.]

Are you hungry? I brought you a present! And yes, it's food. [At that, she giggles just a little, but doesn't persist. That could be annoying. Or seen as mockery, neither of which Meteion desires. She doesn't want to offend the wizard, after all.] If you don't want dessert first, I could get you something that isn't supposedly bad for you...
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[personal profile] perfectlygoodbird 2022-04-30 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
My name is Meteion. [Having basically been welcomed, in her mind, she skips in. Her gift is clutched between her hands--a small cup, carefully wrapped in waxed paper. She steps over carefully, and offers it to Howl--a delicate confection of chocolate mousse, topped with cream and a sliver of chocolate to top it.]

It smelled so good--I hoped it would cheer you up, at least a little. Do you still hurt?

[She could open her senses and tell, and then likely do something about Howl's pain, but that sort of thing seemed rude to her, and so Meteion was not going to simply manipulate feelings without permission. The entelechy had never precisely been taught such a thing, but there was a good deal of empirical evidence, in her experience.]

If it isn't rude to ask, what were you reading? I'm only curious! [That's an understatement...]
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[personal profile] perfectlygoodbird 2022-05-01 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's not an imposition, sir. Howl! I'm happy to! [She darts over to the cart, picking up a spoon, inspecting it to be sure it's clean, and bringing it and a napkin over to present it to him.]

I visited the bakery it's from with Majorita and our servants. It's a bit of a way from here, but it's worth the visit. The proprietor's name is Haron. The food here is excellent, of course, but it's definitely a treat to visit that bakery, too!

[There might be other seats in Howl's room, but Meteion backs up a step or two from his bedside, and simply folds herself down to sit crosslegged, hands folded in her lap. Almost like she's a child on a field trip, or waiting for story time. His curiosity about the wings on her head might be satiated if he watches closely, they do move, folding in a bit as she speaks, and then extending again as she beams up at him, waiting for his reaction to the first bite.]

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