Entry tags:
- !event,
- #innocence,
- abel nightroad: martyr,
- akua sahelian: sovereign,
- alphys: lover,
- amos burton: lover,
- archduke j: visionary,
- barnaby brooks jr: lover,
- caitlyn kiramman: champion,
- cid garlond: artisan,
- ciel: martyr,
- emet-selch: champion,
- ernesto salas: lover,
- estinien wyrmblood: firebrand,
- eustace: firebrand,
- father paul hill: martyr,
- gray: innocent,
- himeka sui: wanderer,
- howl: celebrant,
- jae ha: wanderer,
- jayce talis: visionary,
- johnny joestar: firebrand,
- kaeya alberich: lover,
- kim dokja: martyr,
- kim kitsuragi: martyr,
- koriel xii (dextera): lover,
- liem talbott: champion,
- lumine (the traveler): wanderer,
- luo binghe: firebrand,
- majorita: firebrand,
- makoto ("m"): firebrand,
- meteion: innocent,
- minegishi gen: lover,
- moiraine damodred: champion,
- rand al'thor: martyr,
- rin yamaoka: firebrand,
- ryunosuke naruhodo: champion,
- syrlya: champion,
- tartaglia (childe): firebrand,
- toge inumaki: innocent,
- yoo joonghyuk: champion,
- yuuta okkotsu: lover,
- yuya sakaki: lover,
- zenos viator galvus: visionary
EVENT #3: THE COST OF INNOCENCE
The Cost of Innocence
INVESTIGATION
As the Aions arrive in Venera, they will find the natural beauty of the city in sharp contrast to its uncomfortable aura. Though the sun still shines and flowers still bloom in a place filled with physical vibrancy and life, the air itself is impossibly still, as if wind no longer blows. You can taste the stagnancy of it when you breathe, and the pleasant sights only make that feeling of absence more haunting. The streets are mostly empty, with most of the city's residents hiding away in their homes, fearing the touch of whatever illness has caused this. That is, all the citizens besides those most affected, who wander the streets in a lifeless and painless daze. Normally, Venera would be occupied by both Hylician and Achamite soldiers, but it quickly becomes apparent that both have abandoned the city, only guarding its furthest outskirts. Their reasons vary: the Achamite soldiers seem to take religious objection to the feeling of the city, believing it to be some trickery of the Innocent, while the Hylicians simply see it as a plague they have no interest in catching or spreading. Because of this, it will be easy for Aions of both sects to explore with little pushback from any form of law enforcement. The Kenoma will be directed into the city with warnings about the potential physical and spiritual danger while Pleroma will be able to sneak in mostly unbothered. After all, no one is eager to follow you.
Most shops and businesses are currently closed, though some uninfected individuals still nervously keep watch over their workplaces, fearing potential looting. It's difficult, but not impossible, to find people to talk to, and while the most plentiful wanderers are the infected, the reactions from those with their minds still intact will vary. Some will be eager to speak to anyone who looks like they're trying to do something about their situation, desperate for any source of outside help. If revealed you are an Aion, this may either entice them even further or cause them to retreat, as if fearing that you are somehow to blame for their plight. For those that are enticed, it will become clear that they hold onto faith that Aions are in Horos to save them, and will tell these new arrivals whatever they can without discriminating between sects.
The base level information that can be found is thus: the infection began at the same levels it has been in the rest of Horos, only for the numbers of the afflicted to rapidly accelerate upon the coming of the Innocent's Moon. Some see it as a form of divine punishment for their cooperation with the Regent, while the less cooperative citizens see it as a malady brought about by the Aions themselves, their only hope being that they will be able to clean up the mess they made. Some citizen have managed to corral their inflicted loves ones into their rooms and will be willing to introduce you; most of these individuals are past the point of conversation, and seem fully lost to whatever fantasy world they are experiencing. They are disinterested in eating or drinking and it seems like, without help, they are destined for a slow death of starvation and atrophy. That is, if their apathetic state doesn't result in a severe accident, as it has in many cases already.
Any other clues will take more dogged investigation. It will be a day or so after the majority of Aions have arrived in the city that the first signs of their own infections become clear.
HEAVENLY BODIES
The first to feel its effects will be the Innocents, Lovers, and Celebrants; like a voice has fully awakening to them, whispering of how their touch can be the cure to the others' pain. It bids them to take their fellow Aions into their loving embrace, to share this gift, as only suffering lies ahead. It expresses without words that it will be a shield for their Aion kindred, and that those that accept will become their outstretched hands to a cosmos that craves peace. Any form of physical contact with those three Legacies will either introduce or rapidly accelerate the infections experienced by the others, this effect only becoming more intense if the wielder intentionally forces the power of this strange entity into their victims. Even without that accelerating touch, however, other Aions are not necessarily safe; the infection will still seep in, albeit more slowly. All Aions may experience a growing feeling of connection to the infected Venerans, as if the energy within them is being drawn into their their own bodies. As the Aion's symptoms worsen, the the ones suffered by the Venerans will gradually lessen, though not go away entirely. It seems that the Aions soaking up this strange power is enough to take the edge off of what is happening to the citizens: but at what cost?
Various symptoms will manifest in afflicted Aions with outcomes far more diverse and devastating than what the Veneran civilians have experienced. Visionaries, Firebrands, and Artisans will suffer the most catastrophic symptoms, the clash between their spiritual natures and that of the Innocence being the most extreme. This malady is characterized by its innate desire to quell its victims of their resistance, smothering them in artificial peace, even if it has to deprive them of their bodies and minds to do so.
It is not without treatment, however. It will gradually become apparent that feelings of intense suffering or upset are capable of purging the infection, that clash with painful reality seeming to wake them up from their trance and reduce or eliminate physical symptoms. The more intense the distress, the more effective it will be. Fortunately, this heightening of Aion spiritual energy has the added consequence of making empathic communion connections far more acute. Instead of just transmitting and receiving emotions and thoughts, Aions will find themselves more easily able to enter the delusions and memories of their kindred, drawing them out and manipulating them for this purpose. The catch is that they will only be able to access what is on the surface of the other Aion's mind.
When an infection is reduced or expelled this way, the energy causing it seems to be dispelled from the city, lowering the intensity of its ambient effects. While similar can be done to Veneran citizens to help treat them, the energy will not leave, and will either go into the Aion casting it out or return to the nebulous source of Innocence and eventually infect someone else. Something about going through the Aions specifically seems to act as a filter, as unpleasant of a way as it is to help.
IN THE SILENCE
For those unlucky enough to develop complete, or near complete, infections (IE. a full Innocence petrification) a presence will awaken within them regardless of their Legacy. It will urge them to join with it, to embrace the peace it offers, and to become the extensions of their will in this ravaged world. With an infection of this intensity, there will be little they can do but to hear its call. What exactly this would ultimately entail is unclear, but there is the sense that his entity is looking to join with you on a spiritual level. If your character becomes infected to this degree please let us know under the Committed Actions toplevel below along with the context of that transformation and whether or not they are being cured from it. You may receive some additional information in return!
QUESTIONS
What is the best way for Aions to travel to Venera?
The quickest travel paths are for Kenoma to take a boat from Achamoth, which will take about a day, and for Pleroma to teleport to the Celebrant's shrine and take either a carriage or river boat to the city (there are offshoot rivers not marked on the setting map). The riverboats would be the faster option option of the two, and would also take about a day. The carriages/delivery carts would be slower and take a couple days, but have relay access to horses and therefore could keep going overnight. Characters with flight are also able to use that, though flying right into the city might cause a bit of spectacle. Then again, none of the local law enforcement is eager to chase you at the moment.
Are Veneran civilians experiencing the same symptoms as the Aions?
Veneran civilians are only experiencing apathy/loss of self/daydreaming and maybe the loss of pigments/color for advanced cases. The more body horror orientated effects are Aion only and are being caused by their body's spiritual makeup.
Can 'cured' Aions be reinfected?
Yes! Even if cured or treated, symptoms can return or worsen again. This will keep happening until the build up of Innocence energy in Venera is entirely expunged, at which point the illness will fade away across the continent. Whether or not the Aions mere presence will be enough to trigger that is yet unknown, but it does seem to be helping lessen the effects suffered by the civilians, at least.
How long does the infection period last in Aions?
Chronologically, we are considering the infection period of the plot to last 2-3 days.
The quickest travel paths are for Kenoma to take a boat from Achamoth, which will take about a day, and for Pleroma to teleport to the Celebrant's shrine and take either a carriage or river boat to the city (there are offshoot rivers not marked on the setting map). The riverboats would be the faster option option of the two, and would also take about a day. The carriages/delivery carts would be slower and take a couple days, but have relay access to horses and therefore could keep going overnight. Characters with flight are also able to use that, though flying right into the city might cause a bit of spectacle. Then again, none of the local law enforcement is eager to chase you at the moment.
Are Veneran civilians experiencing the same symptoms as the Aions?
Veneran civilians are only experiencing apathy/loss of self/daydreaming and maybe the loss of pigments/color for advanced cases. The more body horror orientated effects are Aion only and are being caused by their body's spiritual makeup.
Can 'cured' Aions be reinfected?
Yes! Even if cured or treated, symptoms can return or worsen again. This will keep happening until the build up of Innocence energy in Venera is entirely expunged, at which point the illness will fade away across the continent. Whether or not the Aions mere presence will be enough to trigger that is yet unknown, but it does seem to be helping lessen the effects suffered by the civilians, at least.
How long does the infection period last in Aions?
Chronologically, we are considering the infection period of the plot to last 2-3 days.

johnny joestar / firebrand / pleroma + OTA!
[ getting to the portal was one thing - and, fortunately, Johnny's not too put off by portal-based transportation, considering how Tusk works - but getting from the shrine to Venera is an entirely different story. See, Johnny spent the vast majority of the jools he'd managed to rustle up buying himself a (cheap-ass) wheelchair, and the rest has been going to keeping himself alive. This means that he arrived at the shrine of the Celebrant with a very light wallet and a very heavy pair of legs, neither of which being particularly conducive to getting from point A to point B. He's not particularly enthusiastic about going to visit a supposedly plague-ridden city, either, which means that he'd ideally like to be in and out as fast as possible?
The solution? Well, he doesn't have to pay for travel if people don't even know he's there.
Other Aions travelling on one of the larger riverboats may witness some peculiar behavior if they pay close enough attention. Glance up at just the right time, and one might see a disembodied hand reaching up out of the floorboards themselves to nick a piece of bread or fruit from an unsuspecting seafarer. The other Aions might even be one of those unsuspecting seafarers: set down your drink for a moment, and - provided you're the type who can see the supernatural - you might look back to see a small pink ghost-thing doing its best to pick it up and take it away.
Other Pleroma who Johnny actually knows will be exempt from any pickpocketing; however, when they pass by some of the cargo being transported on the ship, they'll hear a hey! hissed at them quietly from between crates, where Mr. Joestar has wedged himself unceremoniously, and underneath a tarp, for good measure. The position doesn't look particularly comfortable, but he doesn't look particularly bothered, either. ]
Hey. Can you grab me some water - quietly?
II. INVESTIGATING
[ Imagine some heavy quotations around that header. Detective work is not his forte, at least not without a clear reward, and the danger is plain to see in every empty booth and dazed stare, too. Johnny's not exactly a people person. Johnny's also not a doctor. Where does he start? He's not even entirely sure how regular diseases spread, let alone one of the spiritual variety, and, for the hundredth time since his arrival, he wishes Gyro was here, because he'd know what to do. Johnny only knows about racing and making camp and how to win at cards or dine with proper etiquette at a fancy party. Johnny doesn't know anything about helping people - not like this. When he meets a man struggling to keep his little cafe business afloat, the most he can do is offer a few jools in return for a drink, then watch the poor merchant shuffle his blank-eyed son upstairs when he almost walks into the fireplace. ]
... What are we even supposed to do about this?
[ his chair is parked at one of the small tables outside the cafe - and, seeing as it's almost entirely deserted, he doesn't have much choice in conversation partners here. ]
III. SICKNESS
Fuck - fuck!
[ he had the sense to try and get himself out of the way of everyone else - the sense, or the instinct, like a wounded animal. If he's alone and ill out in the open, he just has the feeling that someone or something will descend upon him, take advantage of his vulnerability, and at this point, he doesn't know if it's paranoia or well-earned suspicion from life on the road. His wheelchair is empty, sitting beside a stone wall fencing off someone's private property. Smooth and made of stone, it certainly doesn't look like something he'd be able to climb over. If it weren't for his occasional cries from beyond the wall - and the blood spattered on the chair's arm - one would think the chair was deserted like so many other objects in town. How did he even get in?
Regardless, Johnny is indeed on the other side; he managed to get into a little garden walled off from the main street, belonging to a Veneran who has either abandoned their home in the face of the plague or is so far gone that they don't even see the stranger lying in it. Anyone who manages to get in - either by scaling the wall or breaking into the house proper and navigating to the garden - will find him on his back, skin pockmarked with clumps of feathers that appear to have violently burst through the surface, judging by the blood pooling at their base. In spite of his screaming a moment ago, he's now completely serene, staring vacantly into the sky, even as he continues to breathe heavily from the exertion.
Textbook infection. ]
IV. WILDCARD
[ ooc: my plotting comment is here! Also, for prompt 3, let me know if you want a delusion/memory - since he's a Firebrand, he'll be having some pretty serious ones! ]
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She half-expects him to treat her with hostility, and it shows in the low, timid dip of her hood. It's nerve-wracking, but she decides to speak up anyway, her soft voice reaching him mostly by virtue of the rest of the area being so silent. ]
Um... there are a few different ways to try to tackle an investigation like this. I could tell you more about it, i-if you're interested.
[ Though she wouldn't blame him if he shooed her off. Why should he listen to a random girl with nary a whiff of detective aura... ]
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Seeing as she's just a kid, he doesn't imagine that'll be changing soon. If there is something beyond that measured suspicion, it's concern. ]
Uh, sure?
[ he wasn't expecting such an authoritative answer. Whether or not he believes she knows what she's talking about is another question, but he'll at least hear her out. ]
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If you're not sure where to start, you can focus on a few key concepts: the howdunit, whodunit, and whydunit. In this case, that would translate to... how the disease is spread, whom it originated from, and why it exists in the first place.
[ Though she hasn't really said much yet, the longer she speaks, the more self-conscious she becomes of the other Aion's attention. Her eyes drift to the ground and aside, her voice growing fainter. ]
If you narrow your focus to just one of those... it might guide you to other questions you should be asking.
[ She hopes that's actually helpful....... ]
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Or, alternatively, she's a very good actor. But for all his pessimism, when it comes to other people, he rarely assumes the worst. Johnny takes her at face value. ]
... Disease comes from germs, normally, right? I don't think they've got a "reason for existing." [ a beat. ] If that's one of your criteria, you must think something else is causing it.
[ a Stand, maybe. That's all he can think of. ]
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Rather than a natural disease, it seems more like a curse or spell to me. That could mean that there's a symbolic reason why Venera is suffering these effects so much more than other places... or a set of rules guiding the spread of the disease that we don't know about.
[ She isn't used to speculating so much without someone else chiming in to correct her... Her fingers join in front of her self-consciously. ]
B-But it's hard for me to compare what Venera is like to the other cities... I don't know if the way of living here makes them a special case.
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Yeah, I think you're probably right. This illness isn't "normal," no matter how you look at it. [ a beat. ] Maybe we should be asking them about their way of life, then. If something changed recently, that might be the reason.
[ he's imagining a new mayor recently elected, or maybe a group of mysterious people moving into the city... other than the Pleroma and Kenoma, obviously. ]
Your boss doesn't know what's going on?
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The Regent... thinks the Pleroma are responsible for what's happening, actually. [ She dips her head lightly in apology for the distant accusation. ] Seeing you all here makes me think otherwise, though.
[ Y'all look clueless as hell, just like her and her fellow Kenoma. In any case, she takes a breath to steel herself for what she's about to say, though her nerves drop her gaze at the last moment. ]
Um! If it wouldn't make trouble for you, would you like to investigate with me? I can't promise any results, but I think we each know things the other doesn't... so we might be able to account for some of each other's blind spots.
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Her suggestion has him cock his head, although more in dubious surprise than rejection. ]
... You sure you want my help? [ not that he's about to admit it, but he's not doing so hot on this whole investigation thing - plus, there's the elephant in the room that is his condition. Mobility aside, most people aren't that comfortable talking to him, in his Victorian-era experience. Johnny is much too proud to mention that, though; he goes for the other obvious issue: their opposing alliances. ] I don't mind, but you might get in trouble.
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BUBBLEGUM FETUS LOBSTER
Re: BUBBLEGUM FETUS LOBSTER
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iii / wildcard
whatever other inquiry he might have voiced to himself is completely forgotten when Gen finds himself suddenly tripping over something just as he nears that bench. Down he goes with an unceremonious, startled yelp, and even if he quickly scrambles to sit up to save face, there's no hiding how indignant he's feeling. ]
-- the hell?!
[ At least the impact's helped jolt him out of his fuzzy thoughts long enough to formulate one clear thought: why the hell is there a guy under the bench. Because that sure is the guy's leg he tripped over. Sitting on the pavement an armslength away, Gen squints warily at the person for a moment before nudging at the man's leg with his boot.
Is he dead. He better not be dead. He's not dealing with a fucking corpse. ]
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Oh, right. That's how he got here. He helped Gyro set up the tent, and now he's dozing off a little, even though he still needs to eat dinner. Got to keep his strength up. But surely even mister fancy-pants European doctor won't begrudge him a few minutes.
It's at least apparent that Johnny isn't dead: his eyes are closed, but he's clearly breathing. That said, the nudge to his leg gets no response whatsoever. Gen picked the one part of his body that he wouldn't feel even if he wasn't asleep... Fortunately, the shouting is another story. His brow furrows, just barely, and he mumbles: ]
Keep it down, man...
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... the hell's wrong with you.
[ Though that still leaves the question of what he's going to do with this guy he's literally stumbled upon sleeping under a park bench, of all thing.
Gen gives a begrudging sigh as he arduously gets back to his feet, shaking his head to try and clear his thoughts before he ventures forth a half step. ]
-- hey, wake up. [ While he's spent enough time observing afflicted Veneran citizens to recognize the symptoms of this strange illness, Gen has yet to understand how to dispell the condition itself. So for now he settles for nudging his boot against Johnny's midriff, hoping that will rouse him from his slumber for at least long enough to chase him back home. ] You're in the way.
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Like hell I am...
[ he looks up, and he doesn't see a stranger. The sun is setting, but stars are already beginning to show through; the buildings of Venera are fading fast out of mind, replaced with distant mountains and rolling amber fields, and Gyro is standing there above him, with a little fire crackling behind. Johnny rubs at his eyes. Not to shake the delusion, but to get the sleep out. Everything is as it should be, after all. ]
Is dinner already done?
[ though his tone is mildly grumpy, it's the gentle sort that comes with camaraderie. ]
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[ Does he sound a little bit spiteful as he gives that low mutter mostly to himself? No, shut up. He's not at all jealous of people who can seem so utterly, brainlessly content.
And not knowing what else to do, Gen sighs once more, crosses his legs, props his chin up on his hands, then peers down at Johnny as he answers more loudly: ]
Yeah, it's done.
[ Might as well see where this guy's daydreams are going. What, does he think he's back home with his family or something? ]
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What's Gyro sitting on? It doesn't matter. The inconsistency goes completely unnoticed. Instead, he just sighs, slowly pulling himself out from underneath the chair. ]
When this is over, I'm never eating rabbit again. [ dryly. ] I wish we had fried chicken, or... You ever had American barbecue?
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No ... don't think so. [ What kind of role is he playing in this guy's head, he wonders. Gen leans his elbows on his knees and hunches over to look Johnny over more closely. Are they in America, maybe? ] Sounds good, though. What's it like?
[ And he takes the chance to just ... reach out and poke Johnny in the cheek as petty retribution for making him hungry. And just to see how that affects these daydreams. Maybe it'll start rousing the guy from them, if even the slightest. Or maybe he'll be able to see a glimpse of what Johnny's seeing. Who knows. ]
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he sits up, arranging his legs so they're out of the way as he speaks. ]
Oh, boy. We got grits, gravy and biscuits, fruit cobblers for dessert... And you haven't really had meat until you've had barbecue, for real. When this is over, you should come back to Kentucky - I'll treat you.
[ normally, he wouldn't say such a thing - it's presumptuous, for one thing, to imagine that Gyro would have the time to fuck around with him after the race, but even more than that, Johnny doesn't really have a place to return to in Kentucky anymore. There is no "coming back." None of that occurs to him now. It all just feels simple.
Except for the part that feels like getting poked in the face. It doesn't seem like it rouses him from the daydream, but it does get his attention - he waves Gen's hand away, looking mildly disgruntled. ]
-- What?
[ a glimpse of what Johnny's seeing? Well, if Gen wants to see it, he can get a reflection of who Johnny's mistaking him for, and a little more clarity on the scene around them, like a pair of horses grazing nearby. ]
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Or rather—not this kid again. He looks decidedly better off this time around at least, with actual clothes on his body and a serene expression on his face rather than the frustration that had twisted it the last time they'd met. Though they almost wouldn't have met this time around if it hadn't been for the tang of blood in the air as Eustace had passed the house, his footsteps pausing at the out of place scent.
It had unfortunately taken a bit of breaking-and-entering to get to the garden, but better to toss the scraps of a broken door than to toss a(nother) dead body in a grave. Thankfully, the kid seems to be breathing, even if the blood seeping into the ground is a less-than-great sign.
Reflexively, he swings his head back and forth, searching for any sign that Dokja might suddenly pop out of one of the bushes to recreate the scene from back at the shrine. When no one appears, he crouches down, grabbing one shoulder and giving it a good shake. ]
Hey. Get up.
[ Don't sleep here on the ground???? ]
i'm laughing at him looking out for a dokja jumpscare
What's the matter? There's no one around - we can relax.
[ he gestures widely, as if to show how much nothing is happening; there before him is not the garden, but rather a little patch of woods at the edge of a prairie, a sweet spring breeze rustling the trees. The sun is setting, and there's a little fire going, undoubtedly for cooking rather than eating, as the temperature is comfortable, and at the perimeter of his daydream are two horses, one white and one brown, wearing saddles and nosing around in the brush for their own dinner. ]
You don't have to tell me every time you gotta take a piss.
dokja is EVERYWHERE!!! gotta keep his eyes (and ears) open...
He can feel his ears flattening around his head as the sound of speech directed as a person that isn't him worms its way into his ears and the garden around them bleeds into sfrees and prairie. It'd be peaceful if only it were real, and not a conjuration of an addled man's mind.
Sighing, Eustace leans back on his heel. Unfortunately for Johnny, this isn't Eustace's first time at the contagion rodeo and he's no longer so willing to sit through another man's daydreams. ]
Trust me, I wouldn't tell you if I were going to go piss. [ At least Johnny's foul language doesn't bother him in the slightest. ] Where the hell is this?
[ The quicker he finds out, the quicker he can destroy it all to pieces (sorry Johnny). ]
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[ Eustace, unfortunately, is being forcibly subjected to the absurdist Gyro-Johnny Bro Banter for at least the next five minutes. The question at least gets Johnny to glance around, his gaze safely shifting away from Eustace before it can begin to question why the top of Gyro's head looks so weird today. ]
We're probably near the Illinois border somewhere. This part of the country's mostly wilderness, so it's hard to say exactly where... [ a beat. ] Don't tell me you forgot.
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It's momentarily jarring to hear the warmth in this young man's voice, a complete 180 from the crying and yelling he'd been subjected to the last time they'd met. But at the same time, it's to be expected, isn't it? All the other delusions he's been sucked into - including his own - have all been happy memories, peaceful times that he would never dream of leaving if some outside party hadn't fought tooth and nail to drag him out.
Truthfully, there's no reason for Eustace to do the same and help out someone considered an 'enemy'. No doubt the Regent would much prefer he take advantage of this bout of weakness and engage in a lil of murder and return home with an extra shard as a trophy. But he's never been bound to anyone's wishes except his own, and he doesn't hold any grudge against this guy who just happened to be in the wrong place in the wrong time. At least, not enough to kill him.
Though maybe Johnny will hold a grudge against him for trying to tear this whole dream apart. ]
It's been a long day.
[ For him, in the outside world, it has. But here? He has no idea. They could have been camping out in this forest for all of half an hour, for all he knows. ]
Lost most of my mind listening to you talk. You'll have to remind me.
[ Be a nice boy and give Eustace a little more detail on what's going on here... ]
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But right now, he's sick, and that paranoid part of him that's always analyzing the world around him has been dulled to a blunt edge, the illness reminding him constantly that it's much more preferable to simply relax and accept things. It has been a long day, hasn't it? And the landscapes all kind of blend together after a while. Johnny doesn't answer at first, the only indication that any of this isn't sitting right with him, but soon enough, he hums, a rather judgemental noise, and replies. ]
We're going to Michigan, remember? It's gonna get real cold once we get up into Wisconsin, so we should enjoy the nice weather while it lasts. [ a beat. ] We're going around Lake Michigan until we find a place we can cross. The next checkpoint in the race is ... Mackinaw City, I think it was called?
[ a sigh. ]
We've got to get our one-two victory this time. You in first, me in second, like you said.
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There's a part of him that wants to respect this warmth, to leave Johnny here in the midst of his daydreams and not intrude further. He has no obligation to help anyone affiliated with the Pleroma and would in fact be doing both himself and his sect a huge favor by letting this guy slowly wither to death out in some random garden in Venera. But Johnny is, unfortunately, a Youth and Eustace is weak to Youths, and that means he has a duty to at least drag this guy out of his dream, even if that's the furthest he ends up going.
He leans back on his heels, raising an eyebrow. ]
You didn't want to fight me on being first? You didn't strike me like the kind of guy to give up so easily.
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he casts a glance over at "Gyro," shakes his head. Under regular circumstances, back when he was happy, he might have been competitive about it, but the thought just makes him feel kind of hollow now. It just doesn't matter. Maybe it never mattered, considering where it landed him. No longer is he trying to prove his worth to his father or to Dio or anyone; all he's trying to do is save himself. It feels like his last chance. ]
I'm not here 'cause I wanna win. You need that more than I do. [ a beat. ] I just wanna fix my shitty body. As long as I can get back to "normal," I don't care what place I finish in.
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