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EVENT #1: THE EMPTY THRONE

The Empty Throne
DESCENT
Nearly two weeks after being dragged from shrine caverns, you hear along the grapevine that the "the throne room is complete." It doesn't take long to figure out what that means; the ritual grounds that you have been hearing mention of are finally prepared, and it's only a short while before you are once again being gathered together for travel. As a small mercy, at least this time the journey is short.

Through a passage that has been blocked by a gathering of soldiers for the entire length of your stay, a stairway is revealed to you. It leads deep into the ruins, through unfamiliar structures and into the bowels of the earth. Though your feel your are mostly going downward, the walk is still long on account of how many stairs their are, and the soldiers escorting you are restless. They are now being led by the stray, mask wearing Achamites that have been accompanying the group till now, silently observing. Whatever place this is, it seems that they now hold court.

Funneled into the chambers below, you are greeted by a massive, domed enclosure of stone. Positioned around its circular radius are twelve thrones in various states of disrepair, sized as if meant to seat giants. The backs of these thrones all differ slightly in design, though most have great cleaves of stone broken loose from their architecture, as if subjected to some great cataclysm. Each is engraved with a sigil, though some have been obscured by the destruction wrought. The throne closest to the entrance has been almost entirely demolished, making it impossible to glean much about.

The dome's ceiling appears to be hundreds of feet tall at its apex, its smooth surface disrupted by stalactites that puncture through its form like teeth. As a result, many chunks of the original structure seem to have cracked and collapsed in to the floor below. When examined closely, these fragments of the domed ceiling seem to be made of a material strangely reflective in quality, though caked in many years of dirt and grime. If large enough sections are cleaned, patterns may emerge, revealing designs that look almost like star maps. The floor beneath your feet as a similar, but subtly different quality, covered in wreckage and ruin but can be cleaned to reveal complex patterns of intersecting lines.

A careful eye will indicate that these lines all lead towards the center of the room - the one space that has been cleared and scrubbed prior to your arrival. Here, the lines converge, with carefully preserved marking in the stone that bely increasing levels of runic complexity the closer you look. This is where the ritual will be held, you are told.

THE RITUAL
There is not much time to regain your bearings before you are being shuffled forth towards the ritual space; no, all the waiting has already been done. Under the command of the smaller group of Achamites, the Hylicians will make heavy use of the whips in leading everyone to their places along the rune-inscribed circle. Before that, however, small cuts will be made to each prisoner with an athame, either on their hand or arm. With a sharp, burning sensation in the afflicted skin, these cuts will spread into wounds reflecting the image of one of the eleven sigils displayed on the thrones encircling the group, and matching the shrine they were originally pulled from.

With this accomplished, they can finally be taken into the circle. With a design comprised of four triangles overlapping, the design of an open eye carved at its center, all prisoners will be led to separates points on its design where the lines cross. Seemingly arranged by their shrine sigil to be closest to whatever throne represents them, they will be brought to their designated positions one by one. Any attempts to flee or disrupt the process will be dealt with swiftly and harshly, exacerbated by the increasing levels of paranoia and fear in the soldiers themselves. Whatever is being done here, they don't seem happy to involved with it either.

When everyone is in place, the seeming master of ceremonies will finally emerge. A dark haired woman will appear from the shadows, motes of golden light fluttering about her otherwise darkness-clad visage. Moving towards the center of the circle, she will stand over the marking of the eye and begin working her magicks. As if on cue, the soldiers will withdraw any remaining whips and scurry to the outside of the circle, only for new bonds of ethereal energy to lash out of the ritual circle itself, binding each and every prisoner and dragging them down to their knees. Among the soldiers, you can hear mutterings identifying this woman as "the Aion."

"Come," she says to the coterie of robed Achamites, who will approach the circle with an assortment of vials collected into cases. There is enough for each prisoner to be given a drink, and so they will; a vial of abyssal liquid will be forced into each one of your throats, no matter how uncomfortably it must be done. While no less ruthless, the Achamites have a different way about them as they work, forcing themselves upon you with a strange familiarity that feels more akin to a mother forcing their child to take medicine than the suspicious hostility of the soldiers. As the foul liquid touches your tongue, it takes on a consistency almost like a living thing, crawling down your throat even if you refuse to swallow, all while the Achamites stroke your hair and make saccharine assurances.

Once all the prisoners have been fed their vial, the Achamamites too will retreat from the circle - all except for one. Joining 'the Aion' at the center, the two of them will begin enacting a planned ceremony of sorts, that culminates in the following scene:

The Achamite kneels before the Aion, lifting their masked face to meet their dark gaze. They speak, in practiced tones.

"To the Kenoma my body, to the Kenoma my soul."

In response, the Aion holds the Achamite's face between their hands in almost a loving gesture. She speaks softly:

"By the blood of the Martyr, I accept your sacrifice."

From the Aion's hands a darkness spreads across the Achamite's body, as if they are melting and dissolving on a cellular level. She kneels along with them, cradling them as their body breaks down, pooling in a void-black liquid around their knees. It drains into the lines of the ritual circle, surging out towards the prisoners.

Within moments, the ritual is complete.

KENOMA SICKNESS
As this dark power surges throughout the ritual circle, you will find yourself almost consumed by the tide. Whatever foul creation you were forced to swallow wakes within your chest, and you can feel it move within your veins, inside you lungs, behind your eyes. As quickly as it begins, the flood of darkness washes over you, but not without leaving you stained.

Something has changed in its wake. As you return to your senses, you will notice the magical bonds of the circle have fallen away, leaving you free to move; for once, the soldiers will not move to lead or restrain you. Instead, the Hylicians warily back away from the ritual space, retreating towards the only path upwards, where they form a defensive line. The Achamites that linger make a series of ritual gestures, praying in voices too soft to hear. The Aion woman stands in the center, her hands blackened with residue from the person you just watched fall to pieces in her arms.

"You will be given time to find your truth," she says. "Use it well."

As you recover from the experience enough to stand, she and her Achamite entourage are already retreating to join the Hylician guard. Gradually, your situation will become clear: they intend to keep your trapped down here. However, it will not be the same as when you waited before. Instead, the soldiers simply intend to block your only exit out, and otherwise leave you free to roam the full diameter of the throne room, seemingly free to do whatever you want as long as it isn't trying to break free of the cavern's confines. Each day, they will offer to their prisoners a limit supply of food, water, and firewood, but nothing more. Beyond that, you only have your increasingly dirty white robes and the same bedrolls as before.

COMMUNION
The first change you will experience is an itching darkness in your mind, like a psychic wound that is becoming infected. The sort of thoughts you would normally try to force down become increasingly hard to resist; despair, hatred, and fear will plague you, and requiring great feats of will to silence even temporarily. Phantoms of the things you'd rather forget will become a constant companion, all while a presence seems to whisper: when you accept your fate, the pain will stop.

Worse than this, the darkness of your mind may not remain private. As if awakened by the ritual, your empathetic sense has become impossibly strong, to the point that you feel the broadcasted emotions and thoughts of others, and in turn, your darkest thoughts will be psychically projected to others with a volume proportional to the intensity with which you feel them. This effect is most potent between those sharing Legacy, with the capacity for their identities to become momentarily confused. In all cases, this connection may bleed into your dreams, or manifest as hallucinations.

TRANSFORMATION
Yet, your mind is not the only thing that ails. In proportion to the strength of your emotions, your body may begin changing to match your state of mind. Physical transformations akin to those mentioned here will begin to manifest, themed to your inner suffering and the most negative aspects of your self conception. These alterations may shift from moment to moment, depending on the turbulence of your emotional state. They may or may not be painful.

AFFLICTION
Along with the above effects, characters may also experience various more mundane ailments; essentially anything traditionally associated with illness could fit. Weakness, nausea, body aches, and chills are all common options. Along with this, void-black ooze may start to trickle from virtually any orifice. While it may stain clothing and skin, the material itself will dissipate after a few minutes in a manner reminiscent of ectoplasm. This effect may also appear around your Shard, as if the stone itself has begun to bleed.

RESISTANCE
Even as the Kenoma threatens to overwhelm you, you still have the power to fight. Though it may be a grueling war of attrition, you can force back its advances with sufficient will to survive and resist the darkness. Of course, your captors are not going to make this easy for you. Those that fight hard enough to expel the Kenoma from their bodies and spirits will take at least a week to do so, and for that duration they will be trapped within this chilly cavern, haunted by their worst thoughts and emotions.

The bedrolls barely strand up against the cold, your clothing doesn't at all, and to be comfortable you'll require fire. Yet, there is a limited amount provided to you, along with food and water, and the soldiers do not seem to be making any effort to distribute it evenly. Achieving basic warmth and sustenance may become a battle against your fellow inmates, all while you struggle against the enemy infecting your body. Cracks in the dome of the cavern lead into some smaller caverns and crevasses in the stone that can offer some privacy or protection, but the more splintered the group becomes the less the supplies will hold up. Fortunately for you, neither the cold nor starvation will kill you, but it will make you suffer.

Yet, you may still persevere. As you fight back the Kenoma, something else will be cultivated in its place. Bit by bit, a comforting and warm presence will grow within you, gradually disrupting the maladies afflicting your body and mind. Your faith and perseverance has been rewarded with an attunement to the Pleroma, the Kenoma's cosmological opposite; given enough time, the Kenoma will be forced from your being entirely, in the form of void-black sludge. Only then will your power begin to shine through, the abilities of your past life slowly returning.

You must keep your guard. With or without otherworldly power, escape will be a struggle.

ACCEPTANCE
Or, you may choose the easy option. Maybe the Kenoma resonates with your history and emotions in a way that makes it seem like it isn't the enemy. Maybe the depths of your despair are too deep to escape. Maybe your simply lack the strength to fight. Whatever the reason, sooner or later, the Kenoma claims you. The more you let it in, the less it feels like a poison and the more it feels like strength. The darkness settles comfortably into the cracks and holes of your spirit, and you awaken to its power. You feel the change viscerally.

This world is not good enough, a voice seems to speak through the Kenoma. This suffering you feel, the cruelty that has birthed this darkness in you... it is simply the rot that is consuming this existence. A better universe awaits, one forged by your own hand, and all you need do is first bring about this broken reality's end.

Whatever effects you were suffering from the Kenoma's presence will fade away, and in its place, you will feel your endurance bolstered. The clarity is stark in comparison to the mire you were trapped in before. As the other prisoners suffer around you, the Aion woman from before and an accompaniment of a couple Hylician soldiers will approach you among the ruins, as if summoned straight to your location. She looks you over, her dark eyes impassive, and then asks:

"Did you feel it?"

She doesn't actually wait for an answer, your expression alone enough to assure her. She'll tell the soldiers that you are free to go, and that you are to be given a share of their food and a change of clothes. She'll escort you out of cavern and towards the upper ruins, where the soldiers and Achamites have set up camp. This feels natural to you, somehow, like you and her are on the same wavelength in a way that is hard to comprehend. She is like you, you sense. That dark power is within her as well.

She doesn't linger with you for long, but she will see that you are on your way before heading back to the caverns. She'll say that the voice you heard, that promise, was the Regent, the ruler of this land. They spoke of a power that could birth a new, better universe, and they weren't misleading you. It's within their reach, closer than ever, and if you help them achieve it you will be rewarded lavishly. For now, you are free to regain your strength while the others make their choices. She only asks that you stay in the area and be ready to join the Regent in Achamoth when all is prepared.

If you're prone to boredom, though, she will mention that you'd really be doing the prisoners a favor by convincing them to accept the Kenoma like you did. You could convince them with words, or by making their situations so unbearable they won't have a choice but to break. However you'd like. It won't be worse than what's coming for them if they carry on this way.

When she parts ways with you, you are left to your own devices. Somehow, you feel inclined to cooperate. After all, the Regent did have a point.

QUESTIONS
Are the involuntary transformations during the Kenoma sickness period temporary afflictions or permanent ones?
By default they are temporary, but characters can also keep a couple keepsake changes if you'd like! An Aion's physical appearance is something that is generally in flux, and so even if you keep something from this event, you can always alter it later.

What kind of supplies are going to be distributed to those who accept Kenoma and leave the caverns?
They'll be given food, water, and clothing. They'll be given more/better rations than they were as prisoners, but it's still the sort of food that is limited by the fact that they are out here on a mission. The soldiers will have some fresh meat from prey they've been hunting in the forest, and will generally be having a lot of stew-based food going. There are actual spices in it, though, so that's cool. This is all set up where the Hylicians are camping.

As for clothes, they will get a fresh set (including boots or shoes) and some soap to clean themselves up in the nearby creeks and ponds. Hylici has an aesthetic that leans towards ancient Greek/Roman, so while they won't have anything fancy with them, you are free to assume they are able to acquire anything in that general ballpark. They do also have pants, though. While it is now spring and Horos has a generally temperate climate, it can be chilly at night.

Will Pleroma attuned be able to escape once they've regained their powers?
Yes, they will be allowed to escape at that point, and a second log will be going up to cover that part of the event. This log should generally cover up until shortly after Pleroma start ejecting the Kenoma's influence. Characters are permitted to escape by their own power if they somehow devise a plan to do so, but as we know the Pleromas are at a significant disadvantage in this situation, some characters who have fought against the Kenoma particularly valiantly will be given some magical assistance to help the survivors escape.

Will the Kenomas be able to try to stop them?
Yes! The second log will be set up to contain some PVP, though given the Pleromas do need to escape, we ask that you play nice. There will be a battle, but it will be structured in the context of the Pleromas having to hold off the Kenomas long enough to escape, so it will be relatively brief.

Can we speak to "the Aion"?
Yes, she will be around for the full length of the event. All characters will have the chance to find her watching over the group whether they are Kenomas or soon to be Pleromas. She will not be that talkative, though, so anyone tagging her will have to lead the conversation. She will not make small talk. Martyrs will recognize her as one of them.

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makoto | MADK | firebrand

[personal profile] affal 2022-03-05 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
I: the throne room
( in the aftermath of the ritual, memories both distant and recent shatter like panes of glass and rearrange rearrange themselves in curious patterns, the shards still sharp enough to cut. he stands in his given place in the ritual place in array with the rest of the prisoners – then he kneels upon a similar circle drawn in far smaller scale on the floor of his bedroom, pressing a bleeding palm flat to the floorboards. that pain still itches and burns in the hollow of his hand. he looks down to it to see a symbol etched into the soft flesh there: he’d seen it where he’d first awoken and he’d seen it in this cavern as well, one of its wings partially broken off where the stone obelisk of the back of the throne had crumbled away.

he tastes the rise of bile in his throat before he realizes that something about those stylized wings reminds him of J. even here, in this alien place at the end of the world, that demon finds ways to inscribe his claim into him.

sensing a foreign, invasive force twist itself down his throat, coil in his gut, and then slowly suffuse throughout his being strips away every layer of congenial and civilized veneer he has. he is reduced to animal instinct, and makoto is not a creature given to running – he fights tooth and nail and he fights viciously, less out of rejection of what is being promised to him but out of the sheer principle of the thing, of refusing to lose the last shreds of himself and his agency that he still has. it doesn’t matter what the words promise him or the unspoken emotional force wills – even if it was anything and everything he’d ever wanted, he’d bite the hand that offered it to him, stubbornly refusing to accept anything that hadn’t been hard-won through his own efforts and conviction. )

a) (
any and all previously-observed sociability vanishes in the demon. he retreats like a wounded dog to lick his wounds, staring blank-eyed and with clenched jaw into nothing in the best of moments and curling in on himself to ride out the near-overpowering waves of influence in the worst. days pass, and makoto doesn’t seem particularly interested in taking care of himself. his formerly-white robe is spattered with the rusty color of dried blood and the black ooze that occasionally runs from his nose or crowds into his lungs until he’s forced to cough it up. he doesn’t bother to budge when the meager rations are brought down to the throne room, choosing instead to remain huddled where he is. the cold wracks him with shivers he seems content enough to ignore; he only seems to sleep in brief snatches between the rising tide of the illness that he battles within.

this pattern of isolation might make him into a beacon to kind-hearted souls misguided enough to try to extend a helping hand to him or individuals more predisposed toward simple, idle curiosity or less neutral or magnanimous aims, though fair warning to anyone who approaches: the moment he senses it, his body gives a sudden, jerking thrash – a long, thin, whip-like tail scours out towards the new presence, and makoto growls. or, well, he intended it to be a growl, but as it is it sounds far more like a choke. )

b) (cw: vore mention…) (
“most either cling to their hate until it overwhelms and ruins them or they let it fizzle out. they forget it and settle into whatever they’ve become. everyone who survives forgets their hate. everyone. even you will, someday, mako-chan.”

whether in part or in whole, through the feeble channel of communion that is beginning to assert itself through the fledgling aions, the words filter into your mind. the voice is patrician, refined, oddly lamenting – all attributes which feel mismatched with the overwhelming wave of fury that accompany them. their source is makoto, deep in the worst fit of illness he’s had yet. crumpled on his side atop his bedroll, which he had drug a good distance away from others, he claws ineffectually at his chest and the pale sweep of his throat, the memory of that dark, living liquid forcing its way down his throat still feels as present to him now as it had felt then. it’s accompanied by an overwhelming weight, bizzare in its simultaneous oppressive and messianic promise: give up, give in. it will all go away. the pain, the hatred, all, if you just let it.

he won’t. he can’t. at this point, it’s pretty much all he is, all he has left. the more you, the passing-by observer into this moment of inner turmoil, size up the nature of this unrelenting anger, the more you might begin to respect its construction. it’s not blind. it’s not aimless. it’s not capricious, dulling and flaring in haphazard bursts. it’s an armature upon which he builds something ambitious and potentially foolish – it’s a relentless core of energy that keeps him animated, perpetual. it’s a blaze that he keeps fueled to ward against the darkness of complacency and indifference, a fate he considers far worse than death. something rattles in this tentative emotional link, all of its lines leading to the linchpin that held all of makoto together:

“i refuse to forget until the day I finally devour you.”

as it stands, he isn’t aware enough of this connection of communion to obfuscate the determination and truth in those words. he also can’t block out a brief vision of violence: spattered blood, torn flesh, the slow drift of pale, plucked feathers. )
II: camp (kenoma)
( makoto might have joked that if the voice of the regent had started off promising fresh clothes and the opportunity to bathe with real soap, his struggle against the Kenoma might not have gone on for so long.

the options in fashion presented to him did not even begin to match the aesthetic he had cut out for himself back in hell, but beggars cannot be choosers, given the circumstances. he elects for a flowing tunic and trousers once scrubbed clean of their weeks of captivity. once he finds a short length of cord suitable enough to tie his hair back, he finally begins to feel like himself once more. so much so that, as he reaches both arms skyward in a catlike stretch, he senses something returned to him that hasn’t been in reach since he’d awoken in the shrine of the firebrand. grinning, he reaches out to it and revels in it, satisfied in the veracity of his choice.

any onlooker might notice an odd rippling beneath the tunic at the thin young man’s back before two huge, red-violet wings billow out from the trailing hem, like sails unfurling from the mast of a ship. draconic, with scales and clawed fingers, they seem to complete the motion of his stretch, reaching out to the fullness of their span before giving a few hopeful beats. for some reason, he can’t seem to catch the air in them properly – even as new to these wings as he is, they had not been so unresponsive when he’d used them to fly over the gate and into J’s mansion.

this partial disappointment leaves him all at once in a rush of a sigh. )
Ah, well. That would be too much to ask. ( he turns on his heel and just seems to notice you – whether you’re fresh from the caverns below, just getting used to the benefits of accepting the Kenoma like makoto, or have been here for longer than he has, he greets you with a wide, bright smile as he carefully folds the wings behind him. he addresses you with bright geniality: )

Good to see you’ve joined us!
III: what demons do best
( ooc: this prompt is for anyone who wants successful or unsuccessful temptations to Kenoma! )

( makoto was accustomed to the sensation of human desperation. its sound, its shape, its color. it was what had called him back to earth when people, driven by fits of greed, wrath, envy, betrayal, lust, or despair, had managed to find their way through all the steps to summon a demon to their aid. the way that makoto attended them was simple enough. he would promise them their heart’s desire in exchange for their mortal soul, and then he would bind them to the satisfaction of that contract – he would name a small condition, and upon its delivery, he would grant a taste of what it was they wanted most. breadcrumbed by these tantalizing “rewards,” he weakened an already desperate heart until, upon the completion of the contract, it was already more than prepared to collapse at the slightest touch. it had actually disappointed him to find how easy it was to reap the soul from a living person – and not just that, but to get them to a point where they seemed all but eager to relinquish it to him.

he uses intuition now to sift through those that remained in the domed chamber of the throne room and find the one he stands before now. he stoops to kneel before them and, if allowed, will reach out to delicately frame their face with his fingertips, guiding their gaze to his – those bizarre eyes, like chips of ice floating in pools of blood, are oddly beatific in their generosity, his words as flowing and sweet as milk and honey: )


Poor thing. Do you truly wish for your fight to last forever?
IV: wildcard
( for any options not outlined above or alterations to them, etc. whatever you want! if you want to hash anything out with me, please feel free to reach out via pm or at [plurk.com profile] lycanthropic! )
Edited (i should have proofread...) 2022-03-05 06:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] galdorleod 2022-03-05 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Howl had already recognized the young man for what he is. Or, at least, he had strongly suspected it, already being familiar with the demonic tint to his psyche. Howl said and did nothing at the time, electing to observe from his privileged position among those who'd surrendered early.

But this is different, now. They're up above, enjoying dinner and leisure after such a very hard day of babysitting. And the magnificent display of wings is just what Howl needed to strike up a conversation. When Makoto turns to greet the eavesdropper, he'll find Howl beneath a tree, his elegant legs crossed comfortably, with a half-dozen apples in the grass next to him. More than a single ration's worth.
]

Oh? Well — please, excuse my tardiness.

[ Smiling, his pale, marble-like eye move to his wings again. They're impressive. Demons don't look like this in the world he's from, but he's certain that he's looking at one. ]

Don't let me interrupt. That stretch looked quite satisfying.
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-05 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
( really, it's no secret. even without being asked, it's something that makoto would readily admit to with neither shame nor pride, presented as blithely as he might have commented on the weather or the state of their circumstances. he has nothing to gain from hiding what he was from the others, be they formerly mortal or not, and if the truth of it brings about others' ire, he'll just have to deal with it. he's found that many allow only their suspicions to be roused by what he is — they hold the promise of restitution for deeds done.

the fact of the matter is, separate by the natural laws that both governed and gifted demons in his own world, there's precious little that he can even do, anyways. that might save him from added inconvenience, or at least for the time being.

with all of the time they had been given to themselves both before and after the ritual, makoto has been sure to get to at least the point of visual familiarity with all of his fellow (former?) captives — to this extent he recognizes the other young man, though his memories of the last few days were scrambled enough that he can't recall if he had willingly left the domed chamber below before he had. given how comfortable he seems, looking as if he were seated for a mid-afternoon picnic beneath that tree, he's going to assume he had. makoto's smile twists into something a little more self-deprecating at this realization, and he replies in smooth conversational tempo, )
If there's anyone that should be begging forgiveness for their tardiness, I believe it should be me.

( he had fought hard against the Kenoma for days — he isn't exactly sure how long it had been, but when he thinks of it now he doesn't necessarily feel regret or satisfaction in it. it had been necessary; it had been an arduous and difficult fight to a tenuous compromise between the demon and what had entwined with its essence.

demons don't necessarily look like makoto where he's from, either. he's a curiosity — a human who had managed to adapt to a second life in hell without shattering down to his very core. still, it's obvious he takes pride in the acknowledgement of the wings. he gathers them up smartly behind him, giving a slight lift to his chin. they were wings he had earned, after all. he'd cut them from their original owner and sewn them into his back himself. )


Interrupt? No, ( he continues as he approaches a few paces, casual and meandering, ) Please. After that whole ordeal, I'm positively starved for civilized conversation.

( given how his gaze falls upon the half-dozen apples howl seems to have gathered for his solo picnic, it's not the only thing he's starved for. makoto hadn't exactly been taking care of himself in the throes of illness, after all... )
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[personal profile] galdorleod 2022-03-06 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Howl had left the chamber before this young man — or, young demon, he should say. He remembers seeing him below, before he'd submitted, when he first started watching his fellow Aions struggle against the dark. But looking at him today, he wonders why it took him longer to submit than he did. Perhaps Howl's sorrow was simply too strong. Perhaps his quick surrender is a testament to his mental weakness. Either made sense, and either way, he would not judge the demon for taking a few extra days to come to his senses. ]

If you desire conversation, then — by all means.

[ he pats the grass beside him, on the other side of the small pile of apples. ]

I am Howl. It's a pleasure to speak to you, finally.

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[personal profile] goldendeceiver 2022-03-05 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ With how long he's been in this cavern while barely eating, sleeping or drinking, Ernesto is in no state to physically resist anything. He doesn't even try when Makoto turns his face towards him, though his expression does go slack when he recognizes the face now in front of him.

Their one conversation before hadn't been long, but it had been meaningful enough for Ernesto to not be surprised as he takes in Makoto's clean, newly garbed appearance now. There's no judgement in his look either, even if the smile that twitches at the corners of his mouth doesn't seem to reach his eyes. There's not a single person here that Ernesto would begrudge for grabbing the chance to make this hell end faster.

Still...
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Not particularly, but I'm not really liking the terms of the deal being offered.

[ It's a pretty weak joke, especially since he barely understands what is happening inside of him right now. The swirling whirlwind of negative emotions inside of him has been a lot more to contend with than he ever bargained for, but the whispered voices inside of him feel more like they're making threats at this lack of cooperation rather than incentives. ]
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-06 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
( ooc: i looked it up and realized i didn't give the relevant reply in our last thread [oops] but makoto would have given ernesto the name "m" upon their last meeting! )

( based on what they had last discussed, no, there probably wouldn't be anything surprising in how this scenario unfolds now. makoto actually would have most likely given into Kenoma much faster if it had been presented more to him as a decision to make, a deal to broker — after having lived several years with all of J's hooks in him, pulling and twisting him into something he had never wanted to become, he had fought tooth and nail against yet another invasive influence. he'd done so for several days before he had finally come to terms with it on his own time. in his mind, it was not something he had succumbed to. it was something he had grown to understand, something he had made a compromise with. because it hadn't been the end that the Kenoma had whispered promises to him of that had rankled him so badly; really, that was something he cared precious little about so long as what it offered him allowed him to obtain the goals he wanted to accomplish before that end came.

but ernesto... no, no, he had had far more conditions to impose upon his potential service to an unknown master. so as it doesn't surprise the perro to see that makoto had given in to take on this role, neither does it surprise the demon to see that he still valiantly fought.

he's not going to insult the man by pitying him. really, makoto doesn't care if anyone else gives in or not. playing the waiting game up in the camp had bored him after the several hours it had taken for him to get comfortable in his own skin once more. now he was down here once more under the guise of missionary, though he was more curious if he could get a glimpse of different facets of the Kenoma based on how it interacted with others.

he receives the callback to their previous conversation with a gentler curve to his smile, his expression reading as understanding. he had suffered in silence for quite a long time just the same as ernesto does now for similar reasons, after all. )


Really, your canniness is to be applauded, Ernesto. ( he's perfectly honest; even as a demon he feels as though he might have bitten off a little more he could chew in trying to make a contract with this one. but still, ) Then I will ask you again, now that we both know better what it is we are dealing with: what could I offer you that would satisfy you in accepting this deal?
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[personal profile] goldendeceiver 2022-03-06 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ OOC: Got it! ]

[ Valiantly, huh? Considering just how poorly Ernesto feels like he's dealing with the abject misery that floods his brain, he doesn't know how valiant it all is. He has given thought to letting whatever it is take him over, but when he feels it triumphantly starting to take its hold, he panics and forces it all back.

This has been going on for several days now, and it's wearing him out worse than the hunger, the cold, and the physical pain he's in ever could.

He won't be saying any of that to Mr. M here though. Beyond not enjoying showing off his vulnerabilities, it's pretty poor business acumen to make it clear you can be played for a fool and offered a bum deal. Not that he thinks there's anything that can be done to actually sweeten the deal for him and make it truly palatable for him to give in.

The smile on his face stretches wider, taking on a slightly lopsided appearance as he exhales a puff of laughter.
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I don't think they'd let you rewrite the terms enough to make me happy with it.

[ He doubts they'd let Mr. M rewrite the terms at all. It doesn't seem like negotiation is on the table with this one. ]

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[personal profile] expiera 2022-03-05 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[The ordinary-looking woman he happens to address is carrying two buckets full of water, one in each hand. They look to be too heavy for her slender build, but she doesn't seem to be struggling. She glances his way at his exuberant exclamation, and simply dips her head faintly in acknowledgement in turn. The wings are unusual, impressive even, but she didn't need to look twice to verify their presence.]

Good morning.

[She clearly doesn't share in his vigor, but doesn't look dispirited either. The buckets of water may be proof enough of her 'seniority'; most people don't carry stuff like that around for fun, not the first thing they'd choose to do either if they were freshly out of a despair cavern. Two whole buckets is obviously too much for one person to use, too; helping out around camp, probably?]
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-06 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
( ordinary looking at first glance, certainly, but she is taking to physical labor much more aptly (and with far less complaint) than makoto might have. studying what she carries, he's fairly certain that his arms would struggle beneath the weight of even one of those pails — he simply wasn't meant for such things, or so his demeanor might try to declare. back in the hell that he had called home, he had either been a well-regarded page to a widely-feared archduke or a companion to similar nobility, and that bearing followed him regardless of how little it meant now.

she issues him no more than a greeting, but makoto sets to tag along regardless, swept up simultaneously in an errant wave of curiosity and a desperation to set his mind to anything that wasn't the situation he had just clawed his way out of. that she's been back here in the camp of the seeming establishment longer than he had is obvious. so he has to ask, )


Are you - being required to lug those around, or are you simply making yourself useful?

( you know, just because if there's physical labor that's to be expected of them, he's going to have to figure out a way to weasel out of it... )

[personal profile] expiera 2022-03-06 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[She's not walking very fast with those buckets, and the furtive glances some soldiers are throwing their way may already hint at the answer. With how cagey the locals have been around them the entire time, are any of them in any position to issue orders towards their 'guests'?]

Oh no, not at all. I volunteered. Idle hands are the devil's playthings, after all.

[She knows exactly what she's saying, expression shifting into a thin smile as she glances ahead towards the meal prep area of the camp. Just keeping her eyes on the road, it's not an attempt to avoid looking at the very clearly demonic man at her side. "Good" thing they all got here without clothing, hm? Then again, she wasn't in her habit in her last memory from her world, so maybe it wouldn't have been an awkward and ironic affair either way?]

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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2022-03-05 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a sharpness to the emotional waves that roll off of Estinien, a desire for vengeance mingled with shame and self-doubt. It's almost as if his soul speaks with two voices - one, ancient and drowning in fury, and another, struggling to stay at the surface. His body and clothing are torn with black spines and curved horns, pushing through his skin and hair. Blood mingles with the black ooze that streams down his face and torso.

He's curled on the ground as Makoto approaches, arms wrapped around his knees, shivering with cold and the painful strain of keeping himself together. He remembers how this went before - it only took a moment. One lapse in fortitude for the beast to take him over, and in this context, he can only imagine what it would mean.

He's so focused inward that when Makoto first reaches to take his face, he isn't present enough to stop him. It takes a few moment for his red eyes to focus, flinching away from that touch and snapping with his now prominent fangs. His voice is a low growl, but it's trembling.]


It must. I-I will not fall again.
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-06 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
( ah, but vengeance is more than familiar to makoto. it already takes up roost within the cage of his chest, its color dyeing his thoughts, its fervor burning in his gut as fuel. that estinien wraps himself in it now, even marred by the trappings of shame and guilt as it is, makes him a beacon to makoto. as J had told him once, "mortals are the only ones who struggle with contradiction," and sure enough makoto's own feelings of discomfort over who he was and what he wanted had burned away to ash in these last few years he'd spent as a demon.

isn't it just kindness that he would want to see the same for others?

but, no, no one should ever trust what a demon calls "kindness."

his oddly-colored eyes take in the state of the stranger in a broad sweep — he remembers this man mostly in that he remembers that he had fought against their captivity harder than most, and he fights hard still now, even as the influence of what slithers and seeps within the space between physicality and psychology attempts to take him over. makoto doesn't seem intimidated by the spines and scything horns, the pronounced curve of predatory teeth — the way he sees it, a demon confident in his own perpetuity, there's no threat that these could pose to him that wouldn't just be an inconvenience. if anything, it makes what he's found even more precious to him.

he continues in a voice as serene as it is hypnotic. )
You stand before a vast flood.

( in truth, he doesn't care so much about reaping more souls to the Kenoma's cause. he had taken up the suggestion when given to him, and the compulsion of the Regent was strong enough that it would be welcome if it did happen, but mostly... makoto seeks out the tenderness of old wounds so he might make them deeper. )

You build a wall tall enough and strong enough to withstand it, but it can only hold for so long. On the other side, the pressure builds, unending and inexorable. You break your body to brace it, to hold it back, but is it worth that cost? Is the wall not something you have built to stop something that was meant to happen? Is it failing to allow it to do so? Is it falling to allow it to carry you as it does so?
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[personal profile] coerthantorment 2022-03-06 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Estinien doesn't need this right now, he doesn't need it on top of everything else he's dealing with, but in this moment the sickness is too much for him to just get up and leave. This is one of the men that had come from the same shrine as him, and that familiarity is enough to make it so he'd rather not be seen so weak. Not after how hard he's fought.

He hates the idea that it could all be for nothing. All he'd done here, and all he did before. His body shivers, his heart aching for the world he might have lost forever. His pain trickles out of him, filling the air between them with his emotions.

It can't be for nothing. It can't.]


There... is nothing natural about this. Nothing...

[Nothing natural about a world gone in an instant, or in prisoners forced to drink of something so foul.]

I will not forsake them. I-I will not forsake myself.

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[personal profile] devilmancrybaby 2022-03-06 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's hard for those wings not to catch one's attention. Luo Binghe stares for perhaps rather longer than is polite, his gaze sharp and calculating, although it softens a little, deliberately, when Makoto turns to face him. He smiles back, politely, and nods. ]

Are you a demon? Or... something else?

[ The energy he can sense from this guy isn't the same 'demonic energy' that he's used to, so he can't assume. But. ]
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-07 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
( one could almost be convinced that was the intention behind the gesture — makoto seems to wear whatever attention it garners him with the contented smugness of the cat that ate the canary, satisfied that the wings weren't permanently denied to him, not after he had gone through such extents to obtain them. what a shame it would be, to have lost them before even getting the opportunity to learn to use them properly!

the wings fold neatly behind him with a leathery flutter as he turns to face the stranger — someone he recognizes by sight in that he's had weeks to observe his fellows to this point, but hasn't quite gotten around to speaking to each and every one of them. he stands with genial poise that wouldn't be out-of-place in a banquet of the well-to-do. )


Ah, was that a bit of a give-away? ( though it's not like it's much of a secret, not with the unsettling pale-on-red eyes, the scar around his neck, the whole vibe that binghe had picked up on just as readily as the wings. makoto doesn't see that there's anything to gain in hiding what he is, though it's perhaps one of the only things about himself that he's so easily willing to disclose. ) Yes. Guilty as charged.

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[personal profile] passio 2022-03-06 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the vision is, for better or worse, a familiar one to dextera. it draws a growl from his stomach far quicker than any rations the soldiers could offer—the image stimulates a shallow hunger, a sign of his warped origins, but it also appeals to something dark and profound within him. consuming a body can fill an emptiness.

but it doesn’t seem like emptiness that motivates makoto, at least not in these projections. the hate is nearly enough to ward dextera away, but then he thinks about it. it’s deep, it’s uncomfortable, it makes the purulent blackness that was forced down his throat choke him up, but it’s also familiar to the dozens of things he’s killed before. whether he wants his duty or not, the one thing he knows about himself is that he’s supposed to purify.

he’s supposed to help the people least inclined to accept it. ]




[ after a long moment’s observation, he leaves without worrying whether makoto sees him or not. when he returns, he’s carrying something in his hand, obscured by his fingers. ]
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-07 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
( he had stopped trying to find any sense or reason in his desires a long time ago. they arose from no dearth or trauma — his had been a comfortable upbringing, and the coldness that had arose between himself and his parents had been symptomatic of his morbid curiosities instead of some causal root. he could have so easily followed his elder brother's footsteps in shouldering his parents' academic expectations if he had simply been different, if he hadn't seemingly come into the world with his twisted desires already planted like seeds inside of his chest. he had wanted for little, so it wasn't necessarily an impulse to shore up some lack — no, originally, it had purely been a question of pleasure, of what thrilled him the most to paint in lurid detail across his mind's eye. after the fulfillment of his contract with J, becoming a demon, and all that had happened after, that changed somewhat. it was still about the satisfaction in indulgence of desire, about the twist of joy he feels well up in his core at pain that blooms from his own intentions, at the drug that was total control, but the rest of it is... oddly functional. it is the purest and most efficient vehicle for his revenge against J that he can fathom — to pay him back for taking so much away from him by laying claim to everything he is.

makoto had seen dextera neither in his initial proximity nor his retreat; a faint sheen of sweat has matted his hair to his face, and he typically keeps his chin tucked inward towards his chest, the diversion of his gaze a hopeful deterrent to anyone who might attempt to interfere with him.

not a good enough deterrent, it seems.

he senses the approach, and he croaks out a growled warning — an ineffectual one, it seems. after a moment's visual consternation he claws some of the hair away from his eyes, setting dextera in a look of misapplied fury. )
You. ( he has to think that he better not be anywhere near him unless he actually intended to follow through on what he said he could do but swore not to. that pale gaze sweeps over him, eventually coming to fixate on what's held in his hand.

contrary to what one might expect in such a situation, makoto cringes back. if there's something he trusts less than someone approaching him in what might be considered a "time of need," it's someone doing so and bringing him something. )


What...

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[personal profile] epiprocta 2022-03-08 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's probably the sound of footsteps that alerts Makoto to the approaching presence of another person -- the scrape and thump of boot soles instead of the soft pad of bare feet against the uneven ground. But they don't move with the crisp deliberation that those Hylian guards had employed. Instead, those footsteps approach at a slow, meandering gait, jerking to a halt when that tail lashes forth -- before a boot stomps down hard to trap it underfoot, mostly out of self-defensive reflex. ]

Guess you weren't kidding about being a demon. [ A low voice that must be familiar, though almost certainly not welcome. Gen's weight bears down on Makoto's tail as he shifts his balance to stand an armslength away from where Makoto's huddled. ] Doesn't seem to be doing you much good, though, if you're still here.

[ His tone of voice is perfectly calm, deadpan, almost enough that one could miss the tired edge that still lingers in the cadence of his words. And Gen clearly has no qualms about lording his own good condition over Makoto, talking down at the pitiful, shivering lump who'd sounded so insufferably confident just days ago. ]

Planning on just staying here until you croak?
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-08 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
( in any other situation, it would have almost been a game to try to puzzle who would go out of their way to approach him — makoto had made it something others would have to purposefully choose to do, wandering well away from the warmth of whatever fires had been coaxed to life. he is not in the right frame of mind to be dissecting each little scrap of information he could glean from the sound — he wants to reject it all, to blot out the world until he could find the most apt way to crack open the cage of his chest and scrape out what had been poured into him, which threatened to take away what little of himself he still had.

when he'd been given the body he has now, he had complained to J about its plainness — if he was to be a demon, he preferred to at least look the part, be it wings, horns, a tail, all the things he'd come to associate with them (largely because he associated them with J himself). ironically enough, several of these changes have come to makoto in the midst of his internal struggle and he scarcely has come to fully realize and comprehend that. the lash of the tail had been instinctual, and he almost doesn't really understand that he has it until —

the heavy boot falls and stomps on it.

makoto isn't good with pain. his life would be easier if he was, but as it is, it feels like a lightning bolt that sears the full length of his spinal cord and slams at mach speed into the base of his skull. he doesn't even make a sound at it; he can scarcely breathe, he only arches his back in a reflexive (and entirely ineffectual) cringe away from the source which soon collapses in on itself as he curls back in toward his core. one hand extends towards plaintively toward the tail to try to reclaim it, the body beneath the robe heaving with shaking breaths now that he's remembered how to draw air into his lungs.

to makoto, what he is has nothing to do with his continued defiance. with everything that J had done to him and put him through, he refuses to allow it from any other source; that's the simple truth of it. he has to focus so hard on who and what he is, on the last few shreds of a former mortal loosely wreathed around a core of bitter hatred, so to keep the threat of the internal, invasive force at bay. he doesn't want to have to deal with gen, and as the words of his question lodge in the surface of his mind like burrs, he thinks he would almost prefer continued physical punishment than interrogation. pain, at least, empties out the arena of his thoughts. )


Do what you came here to do. ( his voice is thin, tense as a clenched jaw. ) Then leave.

( that he doesn't answer his question is what he might claim as his single act of challenge here, but, really, he can't even think of an answer. )

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[personal profile] eolja 2022-03-08 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Seonho has seen Some Things already since arriving here -- though he will admit that the combined effect of wings, scales and talons are... well, they're something, alright. For a moment he can't tell if this is just a permanent transformation of some kind, or if it's just... natural. For this person.

There's a wariness in his eyes as Makoto approaches, but he makes no effort to turn away. His hair is still damp from the bath he just took, he might have joined at the same time as Makoto, perhaps later. He inclines his head towards one of the fire pits in the distance]


The soldiers have just returned from hunting.

[he says it with a neutral enough expression, though there's a sharpness to his voice at the word 'soldiers' that's almost resentful. if you concentrate hard enough.]

Have you eaten yet?
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-08 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
( oh, but they're better than natural! these wings are more his than if he had been born with them or if this body had itself come with them, because he had had to seek them out, to maneuver their former owner into a position in which he'd offer them up, to cut them from that demon's body so he could sew them onto his own. makoto preens not like a peacock but like a cuckoo, self-satisfied in his cleverness that came at the expense of others.

after all, when he'd complained about this body's plainness to the demon that had given it to him, he'd been told he would have to earn what he thought of as demonic signifiers. these wings, he had earned in a way that his kind would appreciate.

the wariness is noted but not commented upon — his eyes are accustomed to incising what useful information they can from expressions, gestures, demeanors, and that's a common enough response to him. he studies the man, taking note of the still-damp hair and the neat press of seemingly-new clothing, before following the line of his gesture to where several cookfires sent trails of smoke skyward. )


Oh?

( the plaintive answer is similarly neutral, though it does make makoto realize that, having not really eaten properly in something like three or four days, he's starving. though this body wouldn't die of starvation any more than he might have as a demon, it still made itself horribly uncomfortable to withstand. )

I haven't. Shall we? ( he doesn't know for sure that the stranger is similarly newly-emerged, but it feels like an educated enough guess. he takes a single stride in the direction of the cookfires before turning sharply back towards seonho, smiling a grin just sharp enough to be considered "fiendish." ) A decent meal would be a good start towards supplication for what they subjected us to, wouldn't you agree?
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[ Hours had long since bled into days. It's difficult to keep track of down here in the dark, but rotations of soldiers tell him its been some time — four or five days? Perhaps? Truth was he stopped trying to keep track a while ago, too, with the heavy fog of self-doubt pervading his thoughts atop the way it feels like the worst version of black plague friday he's experienced yet.

His fingers tapped at an elbow, arms crossed against his knees, as the last recesses of energy he has left. When the man approaches, there's not much energy to resist the fingers that grip at his skin. Blinking, eyes reflecting emerald in the low light, he snorts and rolls his eyes. There's no judgement for anyone who chooses to go the other way — sometimes he thinks about it — but that doesn't mean he takes to their attempts to convince them either (why?) : ]


I mean, yeah. Sure, why not? That's what going to Valhalla would mean anyway. [ Though if dreams were to believed, Valhalla's existence may have been a different matter — He doesn't care to consider it. ] Besides, I think the outfit choices they're giving you guys are way worse.
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( why, indeed? really, it was a bit boring up in the camp that they'd formerly been penned like animals — once you indulged in the opportunity to bathe, find clean clothing, eat your fill, and rest uninterrupted by a cosmic poison attempting to assimilate into your soul (because it had already done so, of course), there isn't much more to do than sit around and watch the soldiers drone about like ants on commands from their queen. makoto had come down here because he was a little bit bored, a little bit intrigued by those still down here, and a little bit influenced by the Aion's request that he do so.

he is no evangelist, though, and so he doesn't particularly care whether or not hiccup or any of the others still languishing under the oppressive weight of Kenoma's unrefined personal assault choose any differently from what they are right now. sure, the influence of that selfsame Kenoma in his own soul tells him it would be great if they did, but...

well, it would take longer for him to become so zealous for a force that he now views only as a potential ally (if he ever did at all).

hiccup deflects with humor. he'd noticed this already, during their time in camp, but it's almost impressive that he continues to fall back on it now, after so many days in the darkness without and within. valhalla — it brings him back to books that he'd read when he was still human, having found a brief fascination in what various cultures thought lie beyond the veil of death before his preferred subjects grew more specific and macabre. he can't say hiccup fits his mental image of a viking, but he at the very least keeps such considerations to himself. he pauses, then he smiles, just the slightest curl at the corners of his mouth. )


Mm, yes, it's more Mount Olympus, isn't it? ( he denied a toga or something similarly ridiculous for simple pants and a tunic he now layers with a cloak, though even that makes him feel like a child trying on his father's clothing. he shakes his head slowly. ) It's not really to my tastes, either. But it will do, for now.

( a brief pause before he continues, ) You've been down here a long time. How much longer do you see yourself here from this point? Days? Weeks? ...Months? ( it's not as though the guards had given any indication that the routine of their internment would change. )

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[ In the gloom of the falling evening, Matt's seated by one of the fires. Freshly scrubbed from a luxurious bath in one of the nearby streams, he's outfitted in what is probably not supposed to resemble a bedsheet, but here we are.

More importantly for his purposes, he's acquired a long strip of white fabric from somewhere--possibly his old tunic?--and is practicing his levitation with it. The fabric ribbons through the air, close to the fire but not near enough to catch, and ties itself into a dainty knot. Then it unlaces itself and reties into a bow. Firelight flickers over Matt's face; he's concentrating, his eyes sparkling with focus.

He's not so focused that he could miss those wings, though. Matt's head turns, the motion slight but sharp. He's never seen anything like them before, unless you count Meteion's hairdo--they're beautiful. Like the bloody edges of a sunset.

Belatedly, he realizes he's being spoken to. ]


Oh, uh--yeah.

[ And he nods like the new kid at school trying to pretend he gets an inside joke.

There's actually a hint of demonic energy about Matt. It's coming from the hairline scar on his cheek, illuminated in certain crackles of the fire, but the overall impression is pretty faint. Residue. ]


Sorry. I didn't mean to stare.
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[personal profile] affal 2022-03-19 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
( one might think that after several years lived among demons that makoto would have become less easily-distracted by even a relatively minor display of magic, but that's just not the case yet. despite having become one of them himself, he has no inherent magical abilities beyond what any demon could do when properly summoned — at least, nothing he's either become aware of or been told about, and even those abilities seem beyond him here. they fascinate him, but not in a particularly positive way. even though all demons in hell have to play by the same rules, being a former human puts him at a conspicuous disadvantage both in ability, experience, and knowledge. as there's not much he can do about the former two, he tends to focus on the latter, believing that enough information and cunning could make up for the dearth in all else. so when his keen perception filters out a flicker of movement from the corner of his eye, he turns and watches for a moment as the scroll of cloth carefully contorts itself into different configurations, as if by its own will.

he has to hurriedly retrieve his attention when his address is turned back to him; his shoulders peak for just a moment, and then he recomposes himself. )
Oh, no need for apologies. ( the wings give a brief flutter before one pins tightly behind his back as the hand on its same side curls inwards to his chest; the other stretches out in turn with the other arm as it extends laterally. he gives a short bow, in this extravagance. ) With all the work that went into acquiring them, I'd be more offended if I didn't attract at least a few stares.

( even if kieran had ended up giving them to him willingly, it had still been several days worth of performance to get him into such a generous mood in the first place, and not to mention entrapped in a contract he had no way of fulfilling his end of the bargain of.

after the gesture he folds them both at his back, cognizant of how large they were in a relatively busy military encampment. he approaches a few steps, hands folding behind his back as pale eyes set in bloody red sclera search over his new acquaintance with ravenous curiosity. were he still full-fledged as a demon of hell in his own right, more would have been obvious to him now than it actually is — he had more of a natural sense of what was mortal and what wasn't then. it's less of an aura and more of a scent. as it is, he still gets a gut feeling looking at this stranger, something that runs along the lines of "similarity" and "familiarity." he tables this thought for now; he wouldn't want to make an assertion based on a half-baked instinct.

instead he points one finger straight up, indicating the cloth still levitating several feet over their heads. )


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